I hate my job

I do not know whether people live as sadly as me.

But life almost kicks me out of my stomach. As time pass by, day after day, month after month, l become lazy, slack, and hopeless.

Before, my dream is the only source to sustain my spirit.But now I do not dream any more. I know I deserve better job, higher salary, but those are so far from me, I can see the glimmer in the darkness, but I can't   touch it. God, who can help me with my negativeness.

The Only thing I can do is study. I study English , Computer Language.

The loneness is like the warter to beleaguer me, penetrate my heart.

I have bad relationship with my colleagues, because I kind of belittle them, I think we are not in the same level. I have to persist on my job because I need money to support my family, my mom.

And hoping for one day I will come back to my hometown, to accompany my mother. I have a favorite company, foxconn. I love the people here and the company culture here, and it will establish a huge base in Chongqing.

The only hope of mine is that once it is complished, I can get a job here. Come back! I can hear the yell from my heart.